I ask from god why didn't he create me normal? it's hard to explain.i have lost so many things in my life.i have no real friends.i never had a boyfriend as i cant make eye contact or talk with opposite gender.i have never been happy in my life.i'm waiting for the end of my life so i can put myself out of this extreme misery. I have been told my family about my problem but no one care so i'm living with this disorder without any medication. I ask from myself whats wrong with me? why i can't be normal like other people? sometimes i feel like suffocating.i feel so empty inside my heart and want to suicide. I have given up and i would rather to die than living a lonely miserable life without any social interaction with other people. but from deep down i know that i want to live a happy normal life but my anxiety avoid my own happiness.therefore i'm my own worst enemy. This verse pretty much explains how i feel when i stuck in my home alone as i'm too scared to go out and interact with people in society. it has ruined my life in every way.this song explain my thoughts perfectly. From my own experience this song is about someone who suffer from extreme mental pain.i suffer from a mental disorder called severe social anxiety and panic attacks.
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